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it feels so good to have d&m's.. i just had one with ella.. i gave her an update on what's been happening with my life.. we talked about a lot of things.. mainly about relationships. it's hard when the people that are close to you are slowly drifting away coz they're in a r'ship or getting involved.. it seems like i'm left behind. i'm not saying i want to be in one right now, but i do go through lonely times when i feel like i'm not worthy or i'm not good enough to be in one. but in the end i just have to trust in Him. only His timing is the best.. and He knows who's best for me.

life is hard.. no one said it would be easy.. but He would never put you in a situation you can't get out. sometimes i wonder why He places certain issues in my life. at the moment.. it's dealing with r'ships. i see my friends starting new r'ships, falling into one, moving on in their r'ships. and here i am. never had been in a r'ship. am i scared i will never find mr right? yeah.. everyday! but i can't let that get in the way of living my life the way He wants me to live. ci esther said that i should enjoy my single life.. coz this is the only chance to do what i want, and to draw closer to Him.

i'm glad that you had the courage to talk about it. i know it wasn't the easiest thing for you to do, but it meant a lot to me. it gave peace inside of me.. i wouldn't have thought that i could have peace. thank you + You.

posted by caroline @ 12:41 am